Lol.. I "lol" not not because I'm heartless or whatever but do because I don't even know how to console a fellow in distress. I left Canadavisa a long while as I was losing my sanity. Just came back here in search of any ray of hope I can use, more so that September is just a matter of days away.
Take care buddy. I believe it will end well.
And for the "No one knows tomorrow" from my initial response above. It came from Asa's No-One-Knows -a song on my playlist which I listen to often to soothe my frayed nerves, and also, which coincidentally I was listening to at the time I replied your post then.

Give that a try and I bet you'll feel better thereafter.
All the best!