I realised that I have made more true friends here on the forum than within my peers. Had I been emotional type, I would have easily broken down and cried, as like before, the response and concern for my well being is overwhelming. Thank you, each one, for the support. I will do my best to pull myself out of this swamp that I am currently sinking deep into.
Sorry to distract you all, I know your F5 keys are secretly thanking me

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